Bit of a rant here. Last night I came home from work and into a messy home that needs cleaning. I tried to ignore it for as long as I could, focusing my attention on my new puppy who is quite a bit of work right now. I went to make supper (at almost 10 at night) and realized there were no clean plates and had to wash a single plate and clear my kitchen counter so I had room to get to the microwave. I probably sound like a slob but I actually do lots of cleaning. It's just it gets so bad so quick if I leave things for to long. I end up leaving them usually when I'm working long hours multiple days in a row. Lately I've been numbly hopping onto state of decay 2 and playing the game in an unfeeling haze. I guess I came to the realization that I've got too much going on to be spending time in front of the TV. I hate coming home to a disaster house, the TV is just my escape, I don't get any pleasure from it. My girlfriend has very high anxiety that we are seeing counsellors for and now she's sick on top of it. I guess I just came to rant because I've always tried to be a gamer. I mean to the point that it stresses me out. I've accumulated so many games I've never played. A long while ago my friends convinced me to get DBZ fighters. I payed full price for it and never played it. Same thing happened with monster hunter world. I suppose I try to get into games and end up just dropping them and becoming stressed out by the amount of games I have to play. I think I need to walk away. This doesn't mean I don't enjoy video games but I think maybe if I just focus most of my attention at getting things feeling okay, then it will get better. I just don't want to burn out only doing chores and all that kind of crap. I'm just ranting because I guess I'm looking for advice or encouragement. A lot of you guys play a decent amount of games but you've always got lots of other stuff going on as well. I think I've always been the guy who just doesn't know how to manage time like that. I've always played video games at the expense of other things or did other things and never touched the games. It's a one or the other type of deal with me. Anyways if you made it to the end thanks, really appreciate it.